Define

It's amazing how things can come so quick/
Leaving you with million questions and no way to contradict/
illuminating the fact that there's no way to follow it. /
wanting nothing in the middle, its none or all of it/
Too bad we cant interfair, instead give in to fear, that fear that spears noone/ But at the same time scares.. you're numb/
Louuuder! im sitting on my toooower looking out, but all i can see is me lookin at me lookin out/
A third degree, work it out./ A bird at seas searchin ground/
I used to be the happies guy walking this earth, but what is it worth when every step i take seem to be claimed and somebodys turf./
The only boundaries really set are in mind, so when i cross the line i really come across behind cause weather i fast forward or just rewind i can never really toss design in that fracture so it be lost in signs that for us must be mines for the loss of times for us defined/
That no matter how much you been through and seen if u cant bend for the reality that surrounds you, you must be blind/

So let us combine - letters combined